party&Bullshit;

I can hear in her voice that she still wants to taste the rise in between my thighs
I know she wants me to put my tongue in her place that is unmentionable because no one does it like me

I wish you didn’t have a girlfriend, I wish you loved me
I wish you we were together I wish I could forgive you for the pain you inflicted
I wish you felt the way I do, but I wish I was able to feel the way you do about her
You stole that from me
I don’t feel love, or anything, I’m cold hearted and you were my freezer
It’s easy for me to blame but it hard for me to heal
I wish I didn’t have bruises from the heart you tried to steal
You haunt my dreams and sometimes I wish i could stay sleep because its the only time I can wish and not only dream

I miss you’d morning kiss

Crying inside, and screaming in mind, This pain makes it impossible to cry. Tears manifest themselves into oceans, I’m drowning in the deepest darkest potent. Scream feels like rips at my soul, I’ve been trying to pull myself together to be whole. Where did the time go, it moves so quickly, sweeps beneath my feet, I’m feeling kinda empty, but maybe I was never whole to begin with. I question myself and my motives, or maybe I just don’t know

I can feel the hurt racing through my body like the blood In my veins

Tomorrow will be the First day I seen you since u told me you were out of love with me. And I don’t think I’m looking forward to it at all!

Tomorrow will be the First day I seen you since u told me you were out of love with me. And I don’t think I’m looking forward to it at all!

The medicine that I need to be rid of this sickness, she can’t prescribe.